EP ROACH Part 2

Gosh! This girl…I mean this ADULT never ceases to amaze me. With her very active imagination, she can truly be a master story teller…I’m serious about that. I really want to confront her because her assumptions are getting overboard, it’s all guess work base on forgotten past and unexistent issues. How am I going to tell her all these without creating bloodshed, or without making the situation worst? All hell will break loose I tell you if someone talks about it openly and things will not be dealt with properly. And as much as possible we wouldn’t want to involve the person who feed us all those info, which is inevitable in this case, we wouldn’t want her to be caught in the crossfire if that ever happens. But how? As another adult, how am I going to deal with this? Is confrontation a sign of immaturity? She’s definitely older but by the look of things, let’s leave that for her to mull over (if…that will ever cross her mind). 

All the things she’s been telling behind my back never failed to reach my ears. I may refuse to lose any sleep over such rubbish but still it bothers me like hell because it’s changing ME, slowly…it’s stirring the big bad girl in me (duh!). Here are some of her speculations that I wanted the people concerned to read, so they will know why we (we meaning tolitz and I) act so nonchalant in front of this person. Anyway she interpreted our indifference as (1) we are envious of her he he he. She’s unbelievable! (2) because we envy her “closeness” (that’s her word) to Julz he he he another laugh for that, and (3) because I saw her daw talking with my bloody EX and I supposedly got Jealoussss…ouch! (Lito also, nagseselos ka din daw hehehe we’ll have a good laugh over this lola)…but anyway, think again sister, please don’t  flatter yourself into thinking that you are a person of exceptional characteristics that we should envy you. Where’d all these came from by the way? Did she just think of those conclusions all by herself? Those were downright funny I give her that (LOL). Hmmnnn…I wouldn’t bother counteracting those assumptions though, I’ll leave it for people to mull over hehehe, it’s good for their ego. Heto pa…hihihi It seems that all my actions were given negative interpretations, her versions were way exaggerated to fit my image as the villainess (Ouch!). She even said “awan gamin ti wasay”…now what does that mean? hmmnn….

How am I going to tell her that before she questions people why we don’t like her…she has to take time to think and ask herself first if she’d been good to us (front and back, in front was never an issue actually because her act deserves an award) to me particularly, and if her conscience is truly clean then she shouldn’t be questioning my actions and not lose any sleep over it, Right? 

What I dont get is why always me? One time I asked my officemates and one said that maybe thats because she can’t get me to open up and talk and I remember one time I told her bluntly  that I don’t want to discuss my private life so please give it a rest. Maybe that’s what really irks her…well those are just maybes and we don’t know that for a fact.

Here’s something to ponder: I’m beginning to question the boundaries of confidentiality. Till when will a person be trusted enough to guard an information shared in total confidentiality? If a friendship is being tested, til when would a true friend guard that boundary not to breach that so called confidentiality?