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Heck! I really need to unload, I’m getting fed up with what’s happening these days. I don’t know what’s this person’s problem…why does she have to know everything there is to know about the people around her??? about their private lives? why does she have to bring out things that happened even before she came into the picture? God knows she doesnt have the right, not even a single iota of RIGHT to nose around and ask people about other people’s lives! My life particularly, whatever I do with my life is none of her business! She has no right to inquire things about me, she has no right to even talk about me with other people, she has no right to meddle in my affairs…specifically my friendship with some people, and specially she has no right whatsoever to judge me or even give her opinion about me…Oh! Before I forgot, let’s call this person “Eps”…ha ha ha that’s according to some people.

The way things are running right now…pustaan tayo ado ti madadael nga friendship because of this person’s interference. I made one mistake of revealing one thing to her…to which she PROMISED to keep between us. I was caught off guard that time because of her out of the blue question. hahaha only to found out that she told it to another friend who in turn told me just today. My early judgment about this person was dead right, this person can’t be trusted, she’s dangerous…yeah right! dangerous! Mind you I was not the only one who used that term to describe her…can you believe that? It was my first time to actually come across a person with such a vicious character. Oh, of course you wouldn’t be able to tell that at first because she acts just like a mother hen infront of people, acting overly concerned, constantly reprimanding you just like a mother or a sister would do when you did something bad, giving you sound advices and all…Who wouldn’t get fooled with such a sweet and caring character? 

Eps doesn’t know the word privacy, if some people weren’t willing to talk about their past or their personal life, who gave her the right to ask around instead? And who gave her the right again to conclude that ME….yes me! According to her, I was the reason between two mutual friends’ rift? Heck! I was never one who competes for attention from anybody….If they didnt notice me, fine with me, if they dont like me, fine with me again. And I was never one who would stoop low and backstub a friend just so I will remain close to another friend. Funny…because when it comes to friends, past experiences taught me to be more objective.  Specially now that rifts between friendships seem to have aggravated. Making conclusions is just one of Eps’ numerous expertise. Making conclusions regarding matters that she doesn’t know anything about, then injecting those ideas to some people who in turn will either believe her or not (an intelligent person will see right through her, I WISH). With what I see now, she’s really very very good. And what hurts is that some friendships are at stake now. I’m feeling apprehensive about another matter….Eps may or may not have found another vulnerable prey, (it’s hard to say it yet but let’s just wait and see what will happen), squeezing her dry with prying questions about everybody…the prey will realize that soon…hopefully because I very much want our friendship to survive through these rough times. Fact is we’ve been friends long even before Eps came around, and I honestly thought our friendship survived many issues including the one with Mr. B. I though all was clear then…

So many issues came out regarding Eps, but I only mentioned here the things that concerns me. I’ve learned to be more reserved when it comes to personal matters, I don’t wanna feel vulnerable just because I know that this person knows something about me that I don’t want other people to know about. Even my closest friends and confidants don’t know the WHOLE STORY. Only the general story was disclosed to very few people whom I can actually trust with my life. What makes Eps think she can violate my personal privacy?

Fact is…this person doesnt have any true friend left…maybe there’s one at the moment (or maybe two if we include Mr. B.) hehehe. She just didnt realize it yet.